Think good thoughts tonight and tomorrow morning

Tomorrow is the CT scan. I have to drink the oral contrast this time. Dr. Glick said as long as I'm feeling well, they may as well get a clear picture of my insides. I'm about 99% sure that it will show that the tumors have shrunk. But there's always that one percent fear. I do a daily self-exam - of my liver. When I was in last week, Carrie couldn't feel my liver at all, and Dr. Glick only found one little edge. So the trajectory has been continually going down, the liver getting smaller. There is a chance, he said, that it could go away altogether. Permanent and complete remission. Isn't that what we all were praying for a few months ago? Let's all do a big prayer (or whatever religious or non-religious form you choose) tonight in preparation for the scan!

The LifetimeTV. com blog is a definite YES. I will start blogging for them on October 1. I've been writing some entries in advance, which is why I've been neglecting this blog. I don't want to use up all my ideas! Still, I will try to update this blog, too, during October. And once I know how to find the Lifetime blog, I'll let you all know!