Ask and you shall receive!
I have had so many wonderful visits from friends and family! And even though I'm tired and don't feel that well, I can't tell you how much I appreciate the effort. I am building up my strength going into this chemo. So much is riding on it. My life is literally on the line. It has to work, but none of us knows if it will. To be able to talk about this openly and not just be the champion of optimism is a big relief. My dad said today, Just because I'm scared doesn't mean I don't have hope. This is how I feel, too. It is true.
So it is a new year. I hope it will be a happy and healthy one for everyone.
So it is a new year. I hope it will be a happy and healthy one for everyone.

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My New Year's wish for you is health, freedom from pain, peace of mind, and that little bit of luck that can work miracles. We're all a little scared for you because we don't like to see you uncomfortable or in pain and we can't do much. You have the best attitude of anyone I've ever met. You inspire me every day, and each time I think of you, I say a little prayer. Hope, I have plenty for you. Your illness has been like riding on a roller coaster. You're due for an upswing. Love and hope in 2008.
"Just because I'm scared doesn't mean I don't have hope. This is how I feel, too. It is true."
And the corollary to that is: Just because you're scared doesn't mean you're not brave. Being brave means that you know there are risks but you go ahead anyway.
So, Rachel, be brave and have hope!
With love,
Mina
Yes, it absolutely is true. I am scared for you, but also very hopeful. You had a dramatic turnaround in the summer and I believe you will have another turnaround now. Your courage is amazing, and as Mina said, it does not preclude fear.
Lots of love and good wishes,
Maren
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